In this silent retreat, I was intent on determining the course for the next chapter of my life.Table to Child Pose Yoga Each day, I asked for clarity in meditation. Let go, let go, was my preferred mantra. Let go of the past and embrace the future. I left the retreat more clear than when I entered, but the answers did not fall into my lap. Or, maybe I was not ready to deal with the truth.Table to Child Pose Yoga At least I was another step closer to myself, and ready for the year ahead. I was twenty-nine when I began my final year of college in the fall of 1998, and would turn thirty in January.