I guess the shame came from the fact that I was not being truthful to myself in either situation.Conqueror Breath My body was finally developing into that of a woman, which made me very happy although I would have preferred to have more of some things and less of others. My breasts were the last to develop, but my hips and bottom had already taken shape. People at work seemed to like my body the way it was, but at school I still felt irregularly proportioned.Conqueror Breath At sixteen, I went to New York City for the summer to model. I was now almost my full height of five foot ten and weighed about 118 pounds. I set out on my own, but stayed with my agents in their town house on the Upper East Side. For the first few weeks, I pounded the pavement by day and had fun at night with the other teenaged girls from around the world who shared the same guardians.